you are...what you are...
back from a state of non-existenz. rather, back to reflection on the self who is so caught up with the emotional, psychological, mental, physical drains of a major breakdown?...not...but my major that is. tiring the brains down till it is numb to the core for lack of any last min inspiration which I actually could do without simply coz I m so very tired of facing the monitor and the same ol' shit everyday. this should end soon so Patience should play the role of my supporting cast. so help me, Patience. could do with some sort of drive or at least some support and concern from others but I do not get that given my state of dysfunctional cluster of surroundings. so, again, ez has to motivate herself. yet again...*sigh*